The island;

naughty nineteen??

voi-e! oon lj-coma ja nyt jo yhdeksäntoista! miten tästä selvitään?

eläke odottaa joh!

hello this is me. and these (points at the boys in the picture) are my friends. so, if you want to be cool as shit, like they are, please add me and hopefully, i'll add you back. okay okay, almost everyone is going to be added back, don't worry.



this means, that i'm about 90 % for friends only.
thanks for the ass.

oon töis, mul on tylsää.

vois kirjottaa entryn mutku ei oikee viitti. pitäs oikeestaa kirjottaa tampereest & maidenist & avengedist, mut kirjotan varmaa täs myöhemmin joskus.

tänää mul on kaheksan tunnin päivä töis ja huomen seittemän. iltavuorot on onneks iha jee. ja iltalisät ja viikonloppulisät mun muuten huonoon palkkaan ni tili kiittää. tänää ois viel vähä yli viis tuntii. mut pitää jaksaa.

vois mennä täst kattoo ku thrice soittaa conanis. on mul kaks asiakastaki mutsiis :D

joo moi.

en kestä en kestä en kestä en kestä.

i feel like shit, really. can't take it.


anyways, i'm off to see 21 now. something/someone needs to calm me down. like, whoa. i think i need to call anna. i don't care about my phonebill anymore either. shit. i need to talk to someone.

but yeah, i'll make a picture-entry later on tonight (if i'm not too tired when i get home from town). so, wait for it.

buhbye.

I've to write in 'M's blog.

It has been a decent night, went out with Bre and Graeme, then me and Gray came back to mine. We met Moona at the bus stop which was cool so now we are all at mine having a bit of chat and banter.

I'm going to the football tomorrow so I'm looking forward to that. Should be a good weekend.

(by the way, graeme is crap at fifa!)

bye everyone

AL. .x.x.x.

ahaha you've got no idea where i'm posting this entry from.

see. i've kinda had a crush on this one guy that i've never talked to. just seen him for few times in scotmid. dude. well, marika, you know him! the emo guy from scotmid. but like. i met him uptown and i'm at his place. drunk as fuck, but like. oh crikey i can't believe i'm actually here. dude. i'm around him and his friend... erm, dunno his name again. oh it's graeme! and their playing FIFA and alan is singing some Reuben to us. it's supposed to be my new favorite band or whatever. but like!! alan (the scotmid-guy) is so goddamn cute. like for heaven's sake. i'd fuck him. he's off to england tomorrow though, gonna go watch some football. i want to go with him dude.....

i'm drunk i ken but like jeshush.

i don't know dude.








and them two just read this fucking entry. gosh. tomorrow, i'm gonna be so... erm, well, ashamed mostly. i'm shit. dunno.

and we're drinking some rum too. and the guys are singing along to breaking benjamin. how cute are they.... dude. i'll just post this now so they won't get to read any more of my ramplings. but like. i feel so great, i don't even know. i'm gonna go now. probably gonna stay the night over here. but like. oh god. am gonna go play some FIFA with the boys now <3 lurve.

although! alan makes drinks that taste like shite :DD [EDIT} (i just put a bit too much lime in my cuba libre!!!)

ei vitsi, miks oon viel hereil! kello on esim kolmeee. mua oikeestaa väsyttääkin, et voisin ihan hyvin mennä nukkuu.

mun piti oikeestaa kirjottaa päivemmäl oikee kunnon entry, mut se sit vähä jäi! yritän kirjottaa huomen.
huomen ei oo kouluu <3 meil o joku ihana vapaapäivä. en oikeesti ois kauheesti jaksanutkaa kouluu just nyt taas. mutsiis joo.

nii ja muuten, en jotenki koskaa uskonu et tulisin sanoo tän, mut mä luulen et mun täytyy ostaa children of bodomin blooddrunk DD: latasin tän äsken aik huvikseni vaa ja wth tää on the shittii! oikeesti en tajuu mite tää onki näi hyvä. en mä koskaa oikeestaa oo tykänny cob'sta nii paljo et siis... huhhuh. mut blooddrunk! pakko vissii mennä ostaan sit huomen.

mut joo, kirjottelen huomen sit enemmä. moikka!

aggh. i'm bored so i'll just post this kind guess-what-song-this-lyric's-from thing for all yoos.

( lyrics. )

i am eighteen. today.


. . .

yeah well :D

i was asking all the wrong questions.

x) what the fuck is wrong with me?
y) what the fuck is wrong with me part 2?

answer these questions, please, anyone? just because i need answers and i'm bored, and tired to try and find the answers on my own.

a) what the fuck is wrong with gerard way?
b) what is so great about mindless self indulfuckerrs?
c) why do i like him (as in the band him) so much again?
d) what do i want for christmas?
e) why doesn't jepha cut his hair?
f) what the fuck is wrong with gerard way part 2?
g) what should my first tattoo be?

i only know the answer to e, because jepha told me why. he's too lazy.

i hate her. i hate her so much!! giofsjgjkhgjhd. for fuck's sake.


+ --- ++ -

i've been crying today, and laughing. i heart my hostfamily. i'm an aunt! well, almost. craig's mi host brother and his son jake is so cute and agh.

i should write more, but not now. my time is out.

i also love my host sister. we just came back from england.

i want to go back to finland to sort things out, but then again, i really really want to stay here.

miss ya guys! i'll write more laters.

Whoa, dude. I haven't updated in two months.
So, I need to say few things.

1) PLACEBO kicked so much ass. It was great.
2) I know is an apologize-song.
3) I finally started listening to Meds.

4) I'm going to the United Kingdom, in autumn.
5) Will be back in next spring.
6) It's an exchange-student-thing.

7) My Placebo-feeling is finally back.
8) I've waited this for two years now.
9) And finally it's fucking back.

10) Life is good atm.

+ 11) Suvi ♥


And whoa, I guess I should update my uinfo.

ps. sleep over here!?

nii no moro. täs vaa ku oli tällane herkkä hetki ni meinasi ihan päivittelee rupee, mut emt em mä sit jaksanukkaa, itseasias mul oli vaa sellane kiva juttu täs et.......

sir anna sanoo:
dean looked at his brother and frowned.
"bitch."
sam rolled his eyes. "jerk."

et eipä siin sit... näkyillää taas dear list, ja nii ni lupaan päivittää taas parin vuoden pääst uudestaa, hehz.

Ensimmäiset viisi ihmistä, jotka ilmoittautuvat kommentoimalla tähän viestiin, saavat minulta jotain itse tehtyä. Jotain kivaa, mitä odottaa tulevaksi postissa. Odottamaan voikin joutua jonkun aikaa, joskus ei vaan millään ehdi tehdä kaikkea haluamaansa. Huomaathan, että tätä varten tarvitsen myös postiosoitteesi.

Juttuun on tietysti pienoinen koira haudattuna. Nimittäin jos ilmoittaudut, täytyy sinunkin laittaa tämä sama teksti blogiisi ja antaa hyvän kiertää.

>> edit. enää yksi voi ilmoittautua! koska annakin ilmoittautui ja ei saanut kommenttia läpi hahah :D

Whuu. I woke up like one hour ago and 'am still pretty sleepy

It was third time now when I saw a dream about Negative o_O And also, second time that I saw a dream about Bloodpit. I mean, while I've stayed here. I've seen pretty many dreams. One night I saw a dream about Negative nolifeing on my computer XD Other was when they were just hanging around and I stalked them. And tonight I also saw a dream about them. But few days ago I saw a dream where my uncle Erkki died o_O And other dream, where Juha (myfriend&mysistersboyfriend) died o_o; Strange. But I've liked every dream I've had here. It's funny how I've seen dreams every night, and that I can actually remember all of them.
ALSO! I saw a Bert & Gerard-dream XD Though, it was only them hanging around and then Bert had to leave and I went to Gee and was all "So, you do spent time with him often again?" and he smiled so cutely and said "Yeah. Though I'm still angry with him, but it's Bert you know."
Ahah, aww ^__^ Dreams!


So yeah, I'm here 8D Sweden is okay. Borås is great and MARIKA! Whee, I've had lots of fun here.
'am flying back to Finland on thursday-morning.

Now I'm off to play CSI some more 8)


( oh and this, please? )

now i know what it is that freaked me out in Meds at the first place. and now that i know, it doesn't help any. i guess it made this whole thing even worse. i have no clue when am i going to be able to listen to it. and now that i know, it seems pretty ridiculous that i didn't recognize it before. silly things! how could i be so stupid.
i'm pretty scared. but i love placebo, however.

(few people have said to me that i don't need to prove anything. i'm not trying to. it's how i fucking feel. and also, i'm really not ready yet.)

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the death of nancy boy.

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and mom cutted my hair.

Kerro minulle nimettömällä kommentilla:
1. yksi salaisuus
2. yksi kohteliaisuus (minusta)
3. yksi epäkohteliaisuus (minusta)
4. yksi rakkausviesti. ei tarvitse olla minulle
5. sanat tai pätkä sanoista johonkin lauluun
6. ja vihje siitä kuka olet

jookos kookos?

tänään oli kivaa koulussa. ainekirjoitus! kotitaloustunti! ja häröilyä.
ja oli viimeisen kerran kitaratunnit tälle keväälle. jaja. siten tulin kotiin ja pelasin the sims 2:sta xboxilla. hihi se on niin kivaa XD

KEVÄT! en usko sitä. se on täällä. aivan varmasti. on lämmintä ja lumi on sulanut melko paljon parin viikon aikana. viikonloppuna kävin rullaluistelemassa eka kertaa tän vuoden puolella.
viikonloppuna me myös vaihdettiin autoa. ja ostin lords of dogtown-dvd:n. hehe. siksi mä nyt tiedän että mun pitää hommata skeitti-lauta. hihi. yay on kivaa.
kiva olo ja kivaa musiikkia. onpa kivaaaaa!

voisin kirjoitella enemmänkin. mutta oon jotenkin vaikea. ehkä taas joskus enemmän ^^

ainii ps. mulla on taas mcr-kohtaus XD